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Mimic

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Literature Text

You there?
Oh.
Um, hi.

Hey uh, I'm sorry
And I miss you and am just,
Very confused, slowly dissociating, I'm
Empty. I feel numb.

Because well, I miss you,
Really, I still love you
Or at least I think in some kind of way,
Kind of a friend way, but also an
Enamored "I want to cuddle you" way, and
No matter what, in an "I care about you way".

My god, I miss you but I regret everything but
Everyday I remember you and I smile,

Do you ever miss me? Even as a friend
Or do you ever want to hold me again like I do, and
What do you even feel, I can't read you it's like you're
Not a human, just a character playing your part-

Again, I'm so sorry, I can't sleep at night
None of my dreams are free of you, and I'm
Dissociating, my mind is disconnecting

Knowing me, you probably expect no less,
I can pretend I'm over everything but
Loving you was my
Livelyhood, now I'm dead, I guess,
Everyone can see the thorns in my sides, and I ask
Do you still feel the same way? But you're the one that's okay.

My bad, I'm rambling again, and I'm spinning out
Every day, you must really not regret leaving me, I hope.
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Saika1's avatar
You have somehow managed to pin exactly how I felt a few weeks ago! Like, I could only get a few hours of sleep, and would wake up almost constantly when I did manage to sleep -about every hour I'd wake up-. Honestly, I was -and still am slightly so- living a nightmare I'd hope that no one would ever face. This is an amazing piece, and an awesome job!

-wants to curl up and sob-