Is It Wrong?

Is it wrong
to be chained to the past?
To be so stuck on something
that just never would last?

Is it wrong
that I wish for a day
that I can laugh with him again
with his milky brown gaze?

Is it sin
to miss the treasonous lips
of he who'd "never hurt me"
in a cold hearted twist?

Is it sick
to remember the wistful stare
of someone who never
was actually there?

Is it malice
to think of the warm embrace
of someone who left
without a trace?

Is it evil
to yearn for a warms summer's night
when I'd have not a worry
but being cuddled too tight?

Is it vile
to lust over someone
who has been with my friend
even though that's all done?

Is it criminal
to miss hearing the laugh of someone
who smiled so bright
that I was blinded by the sun?

Is it foul
to want a hug or a kiss
from one who never loved me
but I so dearly miss?

Am I filth
to want to be with someone though
she only had left me
in a matter of weeks ago?

Oh why, oh why,
can I throw away the past
if I know in my heart
my love can never last?